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I have been having some health issues lately. At night, when I lay down to sleep I have heart palpitations. There is a feeling of loss of breath and then a big thump in my chest. It startles me and causes me insomnia. Some nights, I fear going to sleep all together. I haven't wanted to talk out loud about it because it scares the hell out of me.

After weeks of waiting for my new health insurance to set up, I finally get in to see a doctor today. He did an EKG on me and it turned out normal. He said he can't even refer me to a heart doctor because of it. They then took some blood out of me to test for a Thyroid or electrolyte deficiency, and I will hear back about that next week.

After the nurse drew the blood, I just broke down and started crying, and I don't even know why. I should have been ecstatic that my heart was ok, but I guess I don't really believe that quick test. I mean, I know how I feel at night and it is a very terrifying feeling.

Anyway, enough babbling for now. I am happy im semi-ok and will wait out the blood test results. Hopefully they will find some reason to give me medication to stop these awful episodes.

About 2 months ago I started taking (a lot of) vitamins religiously. I now take about 4 of them (different kinds) 3 times a day, as well as a low dose aspirin daily. Tonight im adding Melatonin and lavender oil to that list. Hopefully that will help me get to sleep in a more comfortable way (if that drunk guy ever goes back home).

I went outside at 2am to let the dog out and water my flowers. He heard me and followed me back in. And here he still is, now 3:07am.

Oh, and today I got a letter from the city I live in, apparently there is an elevated level of Arsenic in our tap water. The test was from 2008, by the way. So that's just super to know now, in 2009. I do filter my water with a pitcher, but how well does that filter Arsenic? Kinda creepy, especially since I have an obsession with ice water and lemon.

Well, im babbling again, it's probably cause he is. I thought maybe if I seemed busy, he would get the hint and leave..... but, nope.